Is that right? Look, I might generally be considered out of my skull, so this might not mean much, but this could be the craziest, most batshit thing I've heard in my life. People that can hurt you, the ones that can really hurt you, are the ones that are close enough to do it. People that get inside you and, and, and tear you apart and make you feel like you're never going to recover, shit. I'd, I, I would chop my arm off right here in this restaurant just to feel that one more time from my ...